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twelve. [29 May 2009|01:28am]
Sometimes people just go a little postal. I seem to go through a lot of the fanmail that people send to the WWN, but I never would've guessed that little Megan Jones had more than an awe-inspiring squeal inside of her...

Private to Savina.
I've been hearing snippets of conversations all day. Were you really involved in Jones' arrest, then?
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eleven. [08 May 2009|10:36pm]
Congratulations to my beautiful, talented cast mates and the extraordinary crew of The Life and Times of Merlin! A great opening night! And I really had my doubts After the whole... debacle a few weeks ago... well. I'm sure everyone had their doubts!

The rest of you: don't miss out on some quality entertainment in Diagon these next two weeks! I speak on behalf of everyone involved in the production: we've worked very hard to get this grassroots play off the ground and would appreciate as much support as we can get.

(PLUS. There's a reception following the performance Monday night at Healey's open to all ticket holders from any of the shows if you want to stop by and watch us all miserably not drink irresponsibly. Y'know, in case you want to forget about the play you just witnessed or whatever ha!)
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ten. [28 Apr 2009|03:13am]


So either I'm a 12-year-old schoolgirl or I figured the best way to deal with the feelings bottled-up-inside-of-me was to doodle mindlessly and calmly instead of stabbing the journal with my quill.

If you're not a bleeding idiot you'll realize it's the latter and sod off before you say anything relating to the former.

NOT THAT THAT IS OUT OF THE WAY. WHY DON'T ANY OF YOU LOT WITH ANY AMOUNT OF TALENT COME DOWN TO DIAGON AND REAUDITION FOR THIS LITTLE PLAY OF OURS AND THEN DON'T EVEN THINK ABOUT SHAGGING YOUR CAST MATES FOR THE LOVE OF ROWENA HOW THE BLOODY HELL DID THEY THINK THAT WAS A GOOD IDEA?!

Yes, you raging lunatics in The Life and Times of Merlin, I'm airing your dirty laundry. Cheerio.

I suppose the doodle didn't work as I thought it would... does anyone else have any ideas for busting stress and frustration and the like, then? Please. PLEASE.

This was supposed to be it. The thing that made this all better...
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nine. [17 Apr 2009|03:27pm]
I'm absolutely exhausted. I'd forgotten that rehearsals for Merlin would be in the evenings, and work at the WWN is still pretty hectic with the festival coming up and-

Not that you all care! I just really wanted to say COME SEE THE SHOW WHEN IT OPENS. We're all working very hard and personally I think we all need a little more big production in our lives. You know, that's on stage. And isn't in our actual lives. Those needn't be bigger production it seems...

Private.
I signed up for it and got a date. A date. Someone who might actually like me and oh God oh God oh God I'm not sure... I kind of like being alone. Doing my own thing. I don't need to get pulled back into this... sure, the last ten years have sucked but I don't want to relive


Private to Savina & Gus.
So I signed up for that Love Links thing. There was a match.
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eight. [23 Mar 2009|11:33pm]
Did anyone try out for the play in Diagon? I just want to check out the competition make sure no one was around to heckle want to know who might be cast CHRIST I NEED TO GET BACK ON STAGE just curious.

Work has calmed down a bit, as has my life, if you lot can believe that. Things look like they're finally looking up, and my seasonal affective disorder is finally fading (SAD is something Muggle psychologists use to describe someone who's moody and depressed during the cold and dreariness of the winter, and who gets happier in the sunshine and gradual warmth).

In any case, I truly hope the May Festival doesn't include mass murders of the scheduled musicians. Maybe for once working at the WWN won't make me want to claw my eyes and hair out. You're welcome, world, for the visual.




But no, really, who heard about the auditions in Diagon?
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seven. [12 Mar 2009|04:15pm]
Hexed private but weakly and botched out of excitement.
HALLELUJAH THANK THE LORD AMEN AMEN YES YES YES. Thank you, thank you, thank you, Gods. I have never ever ever in my life been so glad to see my dear friend Aunt Flo OH MY GOD YES! PENELOPE LYNN CLEARWATER IS NOT GOING TO BE A MOTHER ANYTIME SOON SO SUCK IT FATE.


I'm not sure The Life and Times of Merlin is exactly a Tony winner or a West End-worthy production, but it sounds like it could be fun. I NEED NEED NEED want to get back on stage, anyway. (Confused right now? Little known fact! The more you know!)
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six. [08 Mar 2009|03:50am]
Completely and Totally Utterly Private so help you Gods.
No. No no no no. Nononono. NO NO. NO NO NO GODS NO. Please oh GOD NO NO NO.

THIS CAN NOT BE HAPPENING TO ME. no no no no NO!!!


We used a charm! I can NOT BELIEVE THIS IS HAPPENING Don't have sex. Ever. If there's one piece of advice I could give you lot, it's never ever have sex. Seriously.

Private to Augustus.
Oh my God Gus holy shite oh my God NO NO NO NO I can't

Gus I need to talk to you. As soon as possible. In person. And oh my God this cannot be happening to us.
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five. [24 Feb 2009|08:36pm]


I can't do this anymore. I don't know anything about the status of Lorcan D'Eath. I assume St. Mungo's is taking good care of him.

I need to quit. I can't do this anymore. I just CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE. I'm getting older and GODS I CAN'T DO IT. Anyone free tonight? I just really... need to destress. Anyone. I can't be alone tonight. Not after all of this.

private.
I don't even want to think about what this means for the station. What this means for my workload.

WHY CAN'T I STOP CRYING?!

I need a drink. Or ten.
Or a good shag, apparently. Why is everyone having so much consistent sex?!

I just don't know what to do anymore.
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four. [23 Feb 2009|04:36pm]
ATTN MUSIC FANS.

I've learned from a very reliable source (ie. the air schedule for tomorrow that I had to file into the on-air archives this morning) that Lorcan D'Eath will be dropping by the studios tomorrow and performing a small acoustic gig.

I hope a whole bunch of you lot drop by. I'm really going to need some excitement to get me through tomorrow afternoon. Let's drive my bosses crazy and all pack the building!
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three. [02 Feb 2009|06:23pm]
YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME!

Nobody in this generation of WWN listeners even liked that old hag!!! Warbeck!

I'm going to need to be absolutely smashed for this whole week. Someone please be up the the challenge.
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two. [25 Jan 2009|03:46pm]
I She SERIOUSLY??! !!!



I'll see you all on the other side of this maybe.
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one. [24 Jan 2009|12:11am]
If anyone sees my douchebag landlord can they please tell him to bugger off?! Thanks. Love and luck, Penelope.

Okay so, I'm sure he'll want a reason for this hostility. Basically, all he does in his spare time is knock, knock, knock on my front door, demanding rent which isn't even due for two weeks. Just because one month – one! - I forgot. Now he's sure that I'll perpetually forget or something. Give me a break. I'll have your bloody money. Maybe. If Gringotts wires the WWN paychecks correctly this month.

Also. What is this about Celestina Warbeck on her deathbed? I really do hope the rumors aren't true. If that crazy bat croaks, her camp better compensate me for the damages to my sanity. It'll be her fault that I hex the first person to come through the studio door. I'd really rather have a more relaxing week at work...
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BANG! you're dead; what can you do? [18 Jan 2009|06:31pm]

stop the clock, take time out. time to regroup before you lose the bout. freeze the frame, back it up. time to refocus before they wrap it up. years are getting shorter, the lines on your face are getting longer; feel like you're treading water, but the riptide's getting stronger. don't panic, don't jump ship; can't fight it, like taxes. at least it happens only once in your life ... )

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